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Friday, January 30, 2009

Hard times Vs Great times

Hu...hu..
cuti dah nak sampai ke penghujung. Dua hari lagi dah mula sekolah...
Alhamdulillah, all my children were coming home during this holiday, except the ones who studies Tahfiz Sains ...cutinya tak pernah sama dengan orang lain!
Bila ramai-ramai berkumpul, macam-macam yang dirancang, and at last they decided to have dinner for celebrating my belated birthday . Tempat: kena umi yang pilih, bayaran: di sponsor
(duit biasiswa tebal lagi dalam bank kut, kalau tidak, nak makan roti canai pun korek dalam beg umi!)
Teringat kepada surat dan Menu yang Mona tampal di pintu bilik guru, at last tempat yang paling dekat dengan rumah jadi pilihan.
Menu: Tom Yam, Ikan Kukus, Kailan ikan masin, Kerabu seafood, telur dadar dan ayam halia untuk 6-7 orang.
There were 8 of us, included my 5 and 7 years old sons. Walau pun makanan tak seberapa, samaada dari segi taste and kuantiti, but the time we spent together there was very meaningful. Masing-masing bercakap tentang kali terakhir kami sekeluarga makan di luar, hampir 3 tahun yang lepas, iaitu untuk celebrate my late hubby's birthday, sebulan sebelum dia pergi meninggalkan kami.
Thanks to God, although they were talking about their late father, but still dalam mood yang ceria tanpa rasa sedih, mungkin gembira setelah 3 tahun tidak dinner diluar ( Yang sebelum ini menjadi kebiasaan ) . But for me....its good enough, that the hard time that they had to face before, tidak lagi mempengaruhi kehidupan mereka hari ini, kerana kadang-kadang sukar untuk kita membaca apa yang ada didalam jiwanya, walau pun dia adalah anak kita sendiri!
And Now, I would said Alhamdulillah!!

2 comments:

tchersally said...

u r realy good in making my eyes drown in tears..yes..time is d best cure 4 shattered hearts..eventhough now that they can talk bout their dad without getting upset..i know deep down inside they hv saved a very special spot for him..and u K.Zan is a very strong lady..ur kids r lucky to have such a strong mommy..

cikgu_math said...

eh..eh....sedih kor? Tak terniat pun...
Anyway....thanks!
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